a letter to you.

thank you, i dont say it near as much as i should, and i am sorry for that. you're amazing. 

a true superhero. 

i love you more than you could possibly know. if something were to happen to you, i would just about die. i have so much respect for you,

 my role model, my super hero.

a letter to my ex-crush, love, obbesion

i know this wont make since and youll never read it but, i thought i was in love with you, but i was in love with "him", the guy i thought you were, and i realize now, that theres this other guy and hes better than the 'pedastool you', and hes real, and you never liked me and he proably wont either, but wow i like him. Your a great guy, and ill always remember you and look at you with fondness, but i can now look at you for what you are, and not what a imagined you to be, and i love that. and you caused me heartache, sleepless nights, excitment, happiness, sadness, tears, amd the idea of love, you gave me more and made me more miserable than youll ever know. Maybe i touched you, too. i hope so. your a pretty cool guy, just not 'that guy' anymore.

this blog is....

for me, and for the things i never said, for the letters i never sent, for the people i never said, for the anger i never let show and the love in never let grow, my regrets in a blog. my praises and thank yous and sorrys all in one blog.