a letter to you in heaven.

you died last night. at 11 o clock. 

it hasnt hit me yet, death normally takes a while to sink in. 

its pretty scary to think that werent that much older than my mom. 

and your daughter is that much older than me. its pretty scary to think that you couldve been my mom. 

im so sorry and sad that you died. 

and why im glad you're out of your pain. i just wish you never had that pain. 

cancer is an awful, awful, evil disease. 

i hate it. 

again, im sorry.