dear santa or Jesus, whomever rules the season now,

i feel as though i have lost the CHristmas Spirit. I cant define it, and i dont exactly know what it is or who has it or why you have it, but i think i have lost it. On Christmas morning i forgot it was Christmas. I dont know what I need to do to get it back, or why or how i lost it, but, its lost. So im going to look for it, and maybe it will be back next Christmas. 

Alot can happen in a year

thanks to those you made Christmas possible (God) 

and a sarcastic thanks to those who made it less possible