i have been enslaved by this fear.
this secret fear...
that i have spoken to NO ONE.
and i mean no one.
and its so stupid. becuase i have been trying to get past it for months
and latley i have been some what successful...i guess
but its kind of hard to stop thinking about it. and its not even that i ever thought that it was true.
its just that im scared.
and its a stupid silly fear.
but im afraid if i dont get over it...
i could convince myself its real. b ut i know its not.
so im not gonna say im through with this silly fear.
because i think it will take time
but i will say im trying really hard to be done with it
and i think soon...i will be done with it.
Saturday, January 3, 2009
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